I am trying very, very hard to see that light at the end of the tunnel. So far it feels that it is not getting any closer, but eventually all will be well.

I am not going on the band trip. Nope. It is selfish of me to do so. Instead I am trying to raise $700 dollars to spend on loved ones.

I have two more pages for Wendle and a Thanksgiving picture to complete. I need to get an ACT/SAT waiver, Early College Start, and AP forms. And I need a precal tutor.

So far, so good. How have you all been?

I am Kiko. Have a wonderful day!

I have named the cat Wendle.

Those of you who have heard the story pertaining to this will not doubt understand what I am talking about.

For those of you who don't, please stay tuned for the update of Wendle: A Sherlockian Parody which will (maybe) be submitted tomorrow... At least the first page will.

And from there, The Adventures of Wendle will commence! New projects!

I am Kiko! Have a wonderful day!

I wonder... Have you ever stopped and looked at the world around you? Instead of stomping your way to class or snarling with friends, have you ever stopped and looked at the world.

I did... What I saw truthfully pissed me off.

It was odd, but one day I literally stopped what I was doing in my life and took a long, hard look at my surroundings. To my apparent shock, I came to following realization.

My friends are more mature than me.

MY FRIENDS ARE MORE MATURE THAN ME!

Now, one might think, so? But, you must understand that I live in this world of "Kiko is grown up and amazin'", but the ego is silent... Welp, be pround, for you are all more mature than me!

My mother looked at me and said, "You know what I just realized? You're wild and crazy."

You know what? I felt guilty. GUILTY!

Seems I have some growing up to do, if just to keep face and pace with my friends. I despise the fact that they can grown up but I stick tight to this world of teddy bears and mischief. I also hate the fact that they did this without me, seeing as I'm not hanging out that much with them anymore due to my choices.

But, what can you do?

Kiko ain't the damn foundation anymore! She be that annoying piece of plaster that stubborly brings people down! Time to be a beam, dammit!

I am Kiko! Have a wonderful day!

So... I'm pretty sure, at least in the eyes of my friends, that I look completley out and down in the dumps. This I will agree with. I've been having some trouble settling back down into the school system and adjusting to having a very little number of my close friends in any of my classes. (to be honest, I have no one). Yet, I must make the best out of it. Homework must be completed and assignments must be turned in. And eventually we will talk soon again.

I would like to apologize to anybody who has witnessed me break down and sob in corners or seen my dejected face, or been exposed to my fake smiles.

I especially wish to give you, my Rock Lee friend a heaving I'm sorry. I haven't seen you, even though its only been a couple of days, and I truly do miss you very much. However, as such is such. Please do not be surprised if a large piece of sketched on bristol paper appears in your band cubby. It's just me being me.

So, that's that. I have AP English homework to finish so, excuse me please.

I am Kiko. Have a wonderful day.

Has a new avatar (temporarily for now, need photoshop and sketch book to make personal one)

Free Avatar, by the way, cause there are some very nice people out there.

Will link back to who created this and gave it out for us deviants to use.

Thank you! Have a wonderful day!